Darkness (By ResurrectedSoul - December, 2000)

"I can't sleep for fear of no light,

My pain is so deep, I give up the fight.

So here I sit and stare at a screen,

The candles are lit for the one who is not seen.

The hurt crushes me down so I can't breathe,

On my face a frown, as I silently seethe.

Yes I am sad, but I feel anger as well,

Is it so bad to be in my own hell?

All that I wanted, was to be loved,

And now he is dead and somewhere above.

I am alone, and this I can see,

As my voice drones, heard by just me.

My soul is torn, between joy and grief,

As quickly as he was born, he was taken from me.

I cry and I cry, for the boy I lost,

Oh, how could he die? Upon the wind our dreams were tossed.

At the chance of fate, those dreams were snatched,

Who can I hate? I feel a pain, never before matched.

And now in the dark I crawl into bed,

The terror so stark of when I wake, who might next be dead!"